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2 Months

It has been two whole months.ย  Two months since my husband and I tied the knot after being together for only 8 days.ย  And two months since I had my final weight loss related surgery.

I couldn’t possibly ask for a better husband and example of a real man for my boys.ย  I knew immediately when we confessed our feelings to each other that he would be my forever, and that feeling has only gotten stronger every single day since then.ย  He’s the best friend I’ve ever had!ย  We lay awake at night and talk about everything.ย  We intend often to watch TV or a movie, get housework done together, or take care of other errands, and often it gets put on the back burner to our conversations, or the conversations continue through it all.ย  We are attached at the hip and prefer to do anything we need to do, together.ย  We even prefer to work the same shifts together at work, just to be in each other’s presence.ย  We understand and are comfortable with each other on the deepest level.ย  I’ve honestly never felt anything like this before, and it’s the best!ย  He is wonderful with my kids, and they become more and more open to him each day.ย  His kids are pretty awesome as well, and I love how our family is blending.ย  Jarrod is my heart, my soul, my life.ย  This is my forever, and I couldn’t be happier or more content.

As far as my surgical recovery and body image goes, I’m quite satisfied now!ย  I started my weight loss journey in January of 2016 at 270 pounds.ย  Around summer of 2016 I had already lost enough weight to disqualify myself from bariatric weight loss surgery by getting down to around 230 pounds.ย  I had changed my lifestyle enough to take off the weight myself, by eating less fat and carbs, more protein, and cutting out sugary soda.ย  Then once I reached about 225 pounds I qualified for skin removal surgery, and got approved for my Panniculectomy (tummy tuck) in March 2017, which is when it was done.ย  I wasn’t satisfied with the results as it healed because I still had quite a bit of sag, my bellybutton was off-center, and a couple other details I was dissatisfied with.ย  So when I had my breast reduction and lift on September 1st, I was able to get my tummy tuck revised.ย  Now it’s been two months since I had that last surgery, and though nothing is perfect, I am VERY satisfied with my results.ย  I am now hovering right around 200 pounds, and still want to lose about 15.ย  I haven’t had the willpower to just buckle down and take off that last 15 yet, but I know I will and am not too concerned with it anyway.ย  I’m happy with the way I look now, with the way my clothes fit, and with my appearance in the mirror. Really, I feel I just need to tone up now.ย  I’m very proud of myself for having come this far without bariatric surgery.ย  And I plan to continue this healthier lifestyle forever.ย  I NEVER want to gain that weight back.ย  I have so much less body ache and pain now, I am more flexible and don’t lose my breath going up and down stairs, I have more stamina and am all around a much happier person.ย  I love it.

Two months since my life made some permanent changes for the better.ย  I am so happy to have had these opportunities come to me, and to have been able to grab ahold of them.ย  I am so happy with my life!

So In Love!

Throughout my life I have involved myself in a few romantic relationships. ย Some seemed good at first and withered. ย Some were bad from the start but I settled anyway. ย Some were out of loneliness or desperation. ย Some were out of boredom and the desire for company. ย But ultimately, none of them worked out in the long run.

There’s that saying “someday someone will come along that will make you understand why it never worked out with anyone else.” ย I always wanted to believe that, but thought it to be a fantasy; an inspirational quote to keep people’s spirits up. ย Until it happened to me.

And now, now there’s this guy Jarrod, and he’s like no one I’ve ever met before. ย It started off very casually, working together and associating with each other only at work. ย But as time went on, we talked more and more during our shared shifts. ย We discovered through our conversations that we have been through a lot of the same troubles in relationships, parenting, just life in general. ย We discovered that we have the same beliefs on the big things, like religion and politics. ย We share a very similar parenting style, with a great love and appreciation for our children and family.

Then we started talking and spending time together outside of work once my ex and I split up, which is where things started to move very quickly. ย Days have blended together, nights have flown by, just talking and discussing our lives, and finding strong similarities at every turn, which is still continuing today. ย It was sudden, and crazy, but we know with absolute certainty that this will be forever. ย Kindred spirits, soul mates. ย There’s no denying it. ย The similarities, the comfort we find in one another, the deepest unexplainable connection we share. ย Being with him makes me realize why it never worked with anyone else, for real. ย No fantasy. ย And he feels the same way. ย It feels like we were born for each other.

We have had our children all spend time together which went well, as we both expected it to go. ย And we are moving quickly on moving in together. ย And the big news – we ran off to Colorado and got married on August 30th! ย Because face it, life is too short and unexpected things happen, and neither one of us wanted to waste time getting wrapped up in overthinking and hesitation over something we both know will certainly last the rest of our lifetime. ย We had a very private ceremony – only the 2 of us, and later on will throw a wedding for all of our friends and family… likely on our 1- or 2-year anniversary.

The trip was great! I had never been to Colorado, and Jarrod hadn’t been in many years. We drove there and back, and stayed in a beautiful bed and breakfast called Meadow Creek Mountain Lodge. ย It’s just southwest of Denver. ย The bed and breakfast had a hot tub, a heavenly king sized bed, and the owner was a pretty great guy too, and made a wonderful breakfast for us. ย We were able to run around Denver a bit and shop for our rings, and have supper there in Denver. ย Then we enjoyed alone time and slept in before we had to head back to Iowa.

We have both agreed to put this blog post out there for the public because we both know there will be people in our lives who will not understand why we would move so fast, or make such a crazy, bold, impulsive decision. ย We are both very aware that is what we are doing. ย But we are here to say that it is OUR decision to make, and we would love your support and understanding, whether or not you understand our reasoning. ย We are very thrilled with our decision, and don’t regret a thing!